Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Merry Christmas N a Crappy New Year!!

Well firstly the year 2005 is ending and here comes a new year of 2006. A new year ahead, and god knows what is install for us next year. I know i am already partly there for i have been writing the dates down as 2006 by mistake a couple of times already.

Nway im in my room now, with sappy songs playing and no plans for new year! Im alone n to top it off something bad happened... which totally ruined my day... A good start u might say for year 2006... will the whole year be like this? i dun know!!

Well let me start with the words LOVE IS BLIND! and i so believe in it. (not that i am experiencing it..im saying it from an outsider's point of view) It makes u blind to anything and willing to do anything for it... To maintain it till any other reasonable aspects are blocked out and sometimes friendships are affected. I guess u would say love comes first. Well who am i to say, i have not been in love therefore i would not know how people in love are feeling or why they would sacrifice so much for the other... It just hurts to be the friend who sees the other side to it and feels sorry and the victim of misunderstanding...But what the heck! as i said before i guess LOVE IS BLIND!!

Well MY new year's resolution?! what can that be now?

1. Be my own master. Not be affected by what people say.

2. Not to care so much for i have realise that i am taken for granted and the things i do for people are not appreciated.

3. Focus on getting a Dean's list for every semester! And to finish my diploma with good results

4. Not too think so much and just go with the flow.

5. Be with people who care about me! realise they exist and not wallow in self pity.

6. Do the things i want to do!

7. Ooo get more money... work or earn it..something

8. Go and eat at Italiannies( i think thats how u spell it) at OU

9. er get a car?? lol this is one resolution i cant stick too...

10. Get my life straighten out?

ok the last two is just crap i cant think of anymore for the moment and i wanna make it ten so... i crap! will update it later when i think of anymore!

oh well HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! for those who are celebrating it with ya loved ones or close friends appreciate it!! u dun know how lucky u r!

Muaks!!!

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